It seemed so strange not to pick up the phone and call her.....to tell her that Linsey's boyfriend got that job in Baltimore and they are moving. That the sun was finally shining......to ask her advice on a million things. I immediately burst into tears in the car. It was a hard realization. I have to find my mother inside my head and heart. I can hear her voice and laugh. I need to find comfort in the fact that she still speaks to me thru everything she taught me over the years. I need to live confident in the fact that I am my mother's daughter. Those are big shoes to fill.
Yikes
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